March 2012
16 posts
needed to start writing in my diary again. it's...
i thought i was okay
september 22nd, 2011
he keeps me stable. i’m glad he’s home. he’s mine, i know it. i’ve been okay for over a week now. neutral or happy. i don’t know if it’s because vinnie’s become so important or he’s always there to distract me. i’m so tired. time to go to class. yuck.
march 1st, 2012
…but none of them are the same. no forward...
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maybe a shoot would do me good.
boost my confidence.
i love new modeling pictures.
maybe a ciggy would feel good.
or a whole pack.
NALY WHERE THE FUCK ARE YOU?!
to be honest.
i see things i dont want to see. they only break my heart more.
you dont say anything anymore. change the subject. i dont care. just.
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February 2012
84 posts
so i have this problem. i am just not over this. i hate seeing all this stuff because i feel like crap. i am considering resorting to fwb with an ex. everything is sad. everything hurts. i’m not strong. i’m not tough. i’m considering finding a red marker because i’m too weak and pain intolerant to cut myself. i dont want the family to move. i dont want to be left behind. i...
assbutt-angels:
im so depressed im physically sick i cant sleep i dont even want to eat ugh i cant do this
baby i know how you feel
I VERY MUCH DO NOT LIKE THESE NEW ICONS
i must go find my greasemonkey stuff and hunt down the harry potter icons
i need my naly
i dont want to see this.
i want it to all go away. i want it to all...
chaotiiceviil:
Me : We barely talk now
Him : Im still here when you need me
Me : What would you do if I said I always need you?
Him : Not sure if I’d do anything different.
Me on the outside : K
Me on the inside :
I need you always..
Please tell me you love me..
omg my life.